I love the way the stars flicker in the sky behind translucent clouds. I adore the way flower petals catch gentle drops of rain. I treasure the early morning sun peeking out from behind the dense mountains. I love, i adore, i treasure it all.
I’m not scared of death. But I am scared of everyone dying around me. I’m not scared of being old. But i’m scared of getting closer to the end. I’m scared that every day is one step closer. I’m not scared of what life will bring in the future. But i’m scared I will die without anyone knowing my life, and without passing on any information. I’m not scared of my body disappearing, one day. But i’m scared my mind will disappear too.
I’m only 19, but even if i died tomorrow, i’m scared it will all be wasted. I am swearing to myself that I won’t let that happen. Someone will know me. I will make people happy, and that can go forward through time.
