January 2011
43 posts
It's hard losing someone you love.
It’s been 8 years. I still miss her. I still cry when I see her cards and letters. I still talk to her. I still think she’s looking after me, wherever she is now. 8 years, and I still want to go and visit her every saturday like I used to. 8 years, and I still wait for her birthday cards. Even though the last one I ever recieved was my 12th birthday.
Sure, it gets a bit better. I can...
"I don't know what I would ever do if you died. I...
Ugh :(
So the father of two kids I work with at daycare asked me if i was interested in babysitting tomorrow night. In my head I was all “No!” after working the whole day before i go there to babysit, but i said yes. Because that’s how I am. Others before me. And dreaded saying that so much as soon as he hung up.
So an hour later, remembering what I told myself for 2011,...
10 day YOU challenge.
Day one; 10 secrets.
I had my very first kiss at 18.
I dropped out of school in year 10 to do homeschool; I was sick of being ‘no one’ to everyone and thought it would be better to be no one, alone.
I miss my grandma every single day. It’s been 8 years now since she died.
Out of 1000 photos of myself, I will only keep around 10.
I suffered depression for 3 years.
Now,...
Maybe my view on the world and courtesy is...
I don’t know. I can’t relate to most people.
Cheyne told me one of his oldd friends was hitting on him.I actually didn’t feel too jealous, surprisingly! Because he told me right away, because he’s not interested whatsoever, because he said goodbye to her and blocked her. Of course i’m still a bit irkish, how could you not feel a bit bad when some girl is hitting on...
Nothing could feel better than holding hands and...
8 months later, and you still surprise me with everything you say. You still look at me like the day we became a couple. You still kiss me with such passion, more than i’ve ever known. I love you so much.
Feeling 100% better.
Of course I would, it just takes time to understand and control jealousy. But i’m feeling great now. :)Bring on todaaay.
Going to buy some things for our new house,
Going to dye my hair a little darker,
Having a music session with all family friends, fooood,
Window shopping,
SMILING. Kgooo.
skdjfhsd; I don’t want you to come over, because I’m mad with you even though i realize i’m stupid and you did absolutely NOTHING wrong, but in this mood i’m too proud to admit I was in the wrong, and then you’ll make me smile as sooon as you get here, and then smiling means i’ll hug you, and you’ll hold me in your arms for minutes, and i bet you...
frenchy182 asked: Well hello Anne-Marie. :D
Stop making me feel better when i’m supposed to be mad with you!
FFS.
99.9% of the time, I am the most self-confident...
I have no issues whatsoever with how I look. Not in a cocky way, just in an accepting/happy way.
Then there’s days like today.
Where i’m picking at every inch of my body, “This part isn’t as equal as that part, this part is too fat, this part is too big, this part has too many marks, this part isn’t good enough. It isn’t fucking good enough.
I don’t...
Yay.
Now an online friend says we shouldn’t talk for a while. I only have like, 3 online friends. The other 2 who barely even say hello anymore. What are real life friends anyway?
Fuck today, seriously.
Fuck off fly.
I’m not in the mood for you to buzz around my ear constantly.
So as of today, i'll be making changes.
As of today, i’ll be eating healthy, not overeating (or undereating for that matter), exercising and feeling great about myself.
I went for a 30 minute jog/walk this morning as soon as I woke up. And I just had breakfast - Yoghurt with and apple and banana. And besides feeling tired, i’m feeling better already. It shows how a bit of exercise and good breakfast can improve you...
You know what hurts?
Stubbing your toe on the road while running. You know what hurts more? Stubbing it again in EXACTLY THE SAME PLACE. F**k.
I've learnt that the best feeling in the world is...
And I want everyone to feel that. No matter what.
So if you have a problem, no matter how big, no matter how small.. Or even if you just want somebody to honestly chat to you, i’m here. 100%.
Email me, inbox me, msn me.. Anything you want. You don’t even have to have a name. You don’t have to ever speak to me again, if you choose. But i’ll be here, i promise. :)
...
“Sometimes you have to face the darkest clouds to find the silver lining.”
When you're gone,
My mind starts to wander, thoughts linger, I analyze. When you’re gone, I pick at every word,every moment. I smile, then I tear up, then i’m smiling all over again. When you’re gone, I can’t think straight.
When i’m with you, everything is clear. When you say “I love you,” i know it means “I love you.” not “I love you, but you annoy me....
Ghmily.
Random Fact;
I cannot stand the feeling of putting my hair up when it’s wet. It irks me D: How it trickles down the back of your neck now and then and ughh. Yuk ;-;
I only say it cause I mean it. I only mean it cause it’s true.
I would love to kiss you right now.
overtherainbow97 replied to your post: We’re moving out! :). My boyfriend and I have…
umm how old r u guys
We’re 19. Almost 20. Why? :)
You set it again, my heart's in motion. Every word...
We’re moving out!
:). My boyfriend and I have decided it’s time. We’ve been thinking about it for a few months now, we’re both sure of it. We’re looking at this place at the moment to rent, he inspected it and said it was wonderful. It seems like it. I had to work so I couldn’t look at it too, but from the pictures I love it, and we have the same tastes.
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You've gotta face the clouds to find the silver...
So there we were,
All romantic, sitting in a restaurant, hands clasped and staring at eachother..
Chanting “One two three four, i declare a thumb war!”
“Bow.. Shake hands.. FIGHT.”
That is what love is.♥
Oh ♥
I just realized my bank lets us create personalized credit cards. Like any picture on the world on the front. I’m actually really excited about that :D
Queensland Floods.
So, we haven’t had to be evacuated yet. Luckily we’re one of the few who live on a hill. But the sunshine coast has been blocked off from almost everywhere. everywhere I can manage to drive, there’s a flood. Every river, every lake, every dam is overflowing in low tide, let alone high tide. The size of france and germany combined. We had to drive through a salt water partial...
whimsicalwander asked: Merry Christmas and I hope you have a great New Years Anne Marie :) <3
So, new years eve.
What a night!
I went out with my boyfriend and best friend.Ended up having a few drinks near the river and walking over to meet some of his mates. Haha, so funny! we were all a complete mess. Just laughable mess.
We ended up going clubbing, a first for me. I was pretty out of it, (A first in public) but I danced and sang for the first time in my life around people. My boyfriend did the same,...